Remy Umbra
"Whole Player: Penalty Crave"
A soccer striker’s journey into fluidity, submission, and the art of curatorial desire.
About "Whole Player: Penalty Crave"
Sid, a soccer striker with a carefully crafted alpha facade, hides a torrent of unvoiced desires: a marriage fraying under clashing expectations, and fantasies of surrender that flare in the locker room’s charged silence. When Ingrid, a cheerleader with a goddess complex, scripts his descent into erotic chaos, Sid must navigate a web of dominance, public humiliation, and fluid power dynamics — both on and off the pitch.
Whole Player: Penalty Crave explores the paradox of power through passivity, where submission becomes a curatorial act and desire transcends binary roles. Perfect for readers who crave intense, emotionally complex erotica with a twist of sports romance and dark fetish elements.
A Taste of "Whole Player"
"The locker room reeks of sweat and submission. Sid’s breath hitches as Ingrid’s fingers trace the waistband of his soccer shorts, her voice a velvet command: ‘You don’t get to decide when this ends.’ His teammates watch, their gazes heavy with a mix of envy and disbelief. Sid’s wife won’t understand—she never does—but here, in the haze of musk and leather, he finds a truth his marriage never allowed: surrender isn’t weakness. It’s the only time he feels whole.”
Content Advisory
"Whole Player: Penalty Crave" contains graphic depictions of consensual BDSM, femdom, male submission, MMF/MMM encounters, cuckolding, workplace power dynamics, public humiliation, and emotional infidelity. This novel is strictly for adults 18+.
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About Remy Umbra
Remy Umbra is a writer of intense, emotionally complex erotica that explores fluid power dynamics, non-traditional relationships, and the paradox of submission as strength. When not crafting stories of desire and surrender, Remy can be found diving into the psychology of human connection—or cheering on the sidelines of a soccer pitch.is novel is strictly for adults 18+.